why does life have to be this way? i mean, why do things haunt you months after it happened? does anyone know? please tell me if you do. the problem is that i can't get her off my mind, but i need to give up. She is happy with him, that is pretty obvious. but i just wish it could have been different. i cant even look at her the same way. whatever, i can't have her back, and thats the way it will be. like it or not, i need to move on. i just wish there were an easier way.

but on a happier note, useing frozen pancakes as frizbees is the funnest time ive ever had. my neighbor is gunna like it when he finds it in his pool in the spring. he is a prick, so i dont really care if he gets pissed.

question: since when is attacking someone with a sneaker assult and attempted murder with a leathal weapon? it is such a bogus charge. my friend might get locked up cuz of it. whoever brought the charges on him is a fucking pansy. ill know the verdict hopefully soon.

my suggestion for people that feel like they cant take any more of life, scream until it hurts to talk while hitting things with a hammer. its the best therapy out there.

-myke-

take it away...